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oh yeah I should be asleep but meh

Man I hate these things... More on Moo this and Moo that...

The IMF consolidating banking power and monetary disparity stronger than ever. Glad I dropped the economics major idea. Really, fuck that. My writing is almost dead.

I have absolutely no inspiration to write anything. The people here, their meter, pace, their very conscious flow of thought all seem to defer to cunning over complexity. Razor wit, piercing glances and a hollow cynical handshake for dessert.

They serve up a culture hell bent on getting every last cent out of "that" guy. The other guy, him over there! Yeah that's the one. Not one of them ever having seen a mirror... and or if, having forgotten it's cautions. Educated idiots, the proof that all fools errands bring only more fools.

So it is... I sit at the headwaters of intellectual culture and find more cow pastures, more wheat fields and more closed minded arrogance (mascaraing as intellectualism of course) than I have in all my time in the middle of nowhere.

I can't say there isn't hope... there are those like me on the fringe, too poor to be part of the club, smart enough not to care but yet like a moth attracted to the glowing brilliance of all we were taught that this has accomplished.

I'm glad I've experienced it however... the disillusionment of generations past has proven still a vital lesson on our collective psyche. In America the money may flow from east to west but I think that might be one reason to get as far away as possible.

Just so long as we can figure out how to sink LA into the ocean I think we'll be good.

Meh still have no interest in art. It all seems as gray and whitewashed as the Atlantic coast. Time to get out. But to where?...

moo... fucking moo motherfucker...

keep it up and you'll see.

or something...

missoula is nice, good food, cool hippies and stoners generally but that's better than hicks and pickup trucks for as far as the eye can see... well actually that's all the rest of montana lol hmmmm

Got a speeding ticket in canada, that sucked... have to figure out how to beat that sucker somehow. finally slept in a real bed, that was extra nice but I also locked both sets of keys in the car so that was extra not nice.... 40 bucks for a call out..

It's good to be in the states again... there is just something not quite right about those Canadians... I think they might be up to something... lol

Camping is a PITA in most places and finding a place to clean up and feel respectable is nigh impossable but I've managed well so far. Banf BC had great indian food... was worth every penny... especially after eating at dairy queen that morning... OMG that was terrible food. We don't have them in alaska so I thought, what the hell.... get the ice cream pass on the food... IMHO

anyway, just thought I'd throw an update out there... peace and love and all that jazz

(Love you too dear)

Gabriel